Since I started coding as a hobby I noticed a few things along my wonderful text-based journey. For starters no one knows what the HELL im talking about half the time! I can explain the base idea to someone, explain the issue and why it's cumbersome, but they still don't understand it. It really is fine, because I understand that they don't wanna learn, and I only know all this because of my adhd fueled obsessions, but very quickly it does become rather isolating. This is not exactly an issue, but sometimes I forget, excitedly tell my friends of the recent discovery/fix I found for a specific issue, and normally they would stop me and say they don't have any idea what I'm on about, nor do they care. Which is fine still!
I share my website with those I know, it's an impulsive action that has no negative qualitys, so why not? But I often run into a couple questions that seems strange to me, but has plausibility to why it's being asked.To be honest these are mildly difficult questions to answer on the fly and whilst unprepared, but often I answer that the website is for myself, (which it is), but as my personal website. My home on the world wide web, and something that is truely mine, and only I may control. But, I guess thats a uncommon mindset. Even after my explaination, there's still confusion on my intentions. And uhhhhh, iunno how to further explain it! My answer more or less, covers both the questions, but confusion is still there. Not why I made it, but more so, why I care? To be honest, I'm not sure why I do so much. I have a great fear of falling behind or under-preforming those who've came before me. My dream is to become a 3d animator, and at 16-17 creator Kane Pixels already made the backrooms found footage and made it big! His other works before that are also impressive, but it leaves me, who is now 17 and rapidly approaching 18, feel so left behind. I feel as if I wasted my younger years and should've started even earlier and non-stop, but a wise person once told me, it's just anxiety. Coming back to the main point; I want a place on the internet where I can share my works, and hopefully become noticed myself one day! But for the time being, it's just a home on the internet, and I warmly welcome others! Things are always changing, and code is held together by duck tape, but one day, I know it'll be great! :D - Vinvy
P.S. This is my very first blog, please be go easy on meh :p